who am I? Hrsh Reyalitee

I look past all I see to find what is real to me
Removing the shades on my eyes to connect with the Divine
Seeking his guidance to find this
This, being what I call my definition
My Webster listing
Where you can find me if you keep looking
My skins dark and rough
Simply Beauty like chocolate dust
I’m thinking too much
How can I reach you without you feeling too much?
Or giving to much
Having my soul on the line is giving too much
How can I define me?
Mommy, why don’t I look like you?
Wait I do
A Black Woman so beautiful, and that’s TRUTH
I Love You So
Even though she wasn’t pushing behind me
On that faithful day in May, she is My Mommy
Life is harassing me, but I’m right behind life…like on that Bitch back
Harass that
No more tears running races is fact
However, from the start and back
My life’s been a blessing thus far
I’m still breathing with a heart
Although my soul was starved
I’m growing over it
Who am I? Is what you ask
What are you like? Is the question you want an answer to
I can’t answer you
The answers not clear and blue
Like the sea beneath my feet
That I feel whenever my rhymes reach a new soul
New goals for me
Finding contentment in being a soul that is incomplete
I did it

I did it
I don’t know who I am, but I’m happy
I don’t know where I’m going but don’t stop me
I’m wondering off in the distance, looking for kinship
In a face with resemblance
As Mine
With time, I’ll find a place in the world where I can shine
But it has to have my name on it
Take the shame off it
I’ll take the blame for it
Regardless of who has to pay for it
Mother is like Jay-Z
And the reality is crazy
She had demons in her pass
And then I came in 88
The prophecy was correct and so this daughter fronted the pay
For the sins of my Mother
So I pray for my tomorrow
Against her yesterdays, in hopes that Tara’s ok
For along=2 0time she wasn’t here to shade my face from the glare
So I became Kathy’s daughter…and Mommy (Kathy) getting a shiny beach chair
And I declare
Daddy’s still here
He’s in My Air
Writing a blueprint for me to print
To avoid all the other shit
I feel like I’m getting sick
I need my Daddy to be reading it
I need it
NOW Can you see why I can’t let you get close to me?
Although I do Love You
The one closes to me
Couldn’t stay even though she had love for me so
Now she has A. lover and not I. that’s making her Die Slow
Can’t believe that’s in my flow
But I’m going to talk to my baby sister, someone no one knows
Hey Little sister, how do I tell you that I love you so?
You’ll never know, just close your eyes and think of Big Sister
Damn I really miss the way we use to run like that
Why can’t we do that?
Who took my Heart away with no explanation for me?
BUT I’m HAPPY; contentment is what you should call me
Devoted to be, here out in the open for everyone to see
But don’t dare get deep…I’ll drown you in my darkest of Seas
Killing off desires to get my secrets from me
I’m strong as can be
But strength can be weak
I can’t be broken, well…broken further at least
My soul is BEAST, defeating all like its goliath and I’m chosen to be
The one to defeat, doubts and pouts God already said Elders have waiting for Me
But how could that be?
No One has knowledge of Me
Except my name a DE with a invisible T and E followed by R.M.I.N.E.D.
And I Know, Yes I know
Five Lines back is what I’ll never be able to see
But I’m Happy
Soon I’ll be successful
Although my journey is stressful
20 years ago, slept for 9 month so I’m restful

written by: Hrsh Reyalitee